Monday,18th November 2019
Hi, it's been ages since i last wrote. I was basically listening to Vampire Weekend- Giving up the Gun to find back my blog that i haven't been writing since 2017. Just stopping by to say it's definitely had been so good this past 2 years. 2018 was a happy year tbh, nothing went wrong and i find a new interest in something you guys would never thought of. GUESS WHAT? I'm now a kpop-er haha yeah suprised guys: the indie Sharafina is now a kpop fan. I guess i have no other things to do than scrolling through kpop music videos and reality show. I mean i have always been a fan of Running Man but i never thought i would actually like KPOP. Like that's a 360 degree change of genre. Shocking right? But no worries, as you guys can see i do still listen to indie songs. They're buried deep in my soul that i could not just abandon such taste. I mean HELLO indie was the reason why i start to like music in the first place. So here how the story of me liking kpop starts:
I was into dance videos so quite sometime, and the fact that i have a housemate who is a kpop fan too make me watch too much kpop dance practice videos and music videos. And i immediately forget the judgmental 15 year old Sharafina who judges kpop when actually this proves how talented they actually are. Like yall should watch it man, you'll come to a realization how good these people are. Here is how i got introduced to a boy group named Highlight which was previously called Beast. They were famous back when i was in highschool tho with their song called Fiction (2011). I fell in love with one of the team member called Lee Gikwang (he was chosen for the most Handsome Man) for Fashion Face Award Asia 2016. Hehehe i know i like handsome men. Then there goes my journey into kpop. Then i started to like a solo rapper called ONE also known as Jaewon who is also SOSOSOSOSO GOOD LOOKING. He acted in some of the kdramas too. But now i'm a hardcore fan of a group called NCT which is divided into few units; NCT127, NCT DREAM, NCT U AND WAYV. So technically this group is how i started to own a kpop fan account on social media. I know ITS CRAZYYYY. BUT welcome to my new world. I have no idea who is my bias anymore because they are all my bias now. This would be a shocking news that this group consists of 21 members. Yeah that's the reason why they divide them into few units. But my most fav one would be NCT 127 which is like the main unit but i wouldn't say others aren't. I hope the company will make all of them a permanent unit tho. LIKE WHUT they've been training in a group for years and now you're telling me they're not a permanent group? Ok let's not get emotional. So that's like how i am now, a good girl who has been doing new things in her life and couldn't be more happier. I mean this things keep me accompany on my lonely days tbh. I have too many time to spare ( eventho i should be studying ) hahaha. I'm just telling how life works tho, people change, people have different preference as they grow, they see things ahead and just living it through. I'm glad i have grown so much not saying that i have grown to be more mature i kinda still need to work on that but i see how much open i am now. I haven't been depending on people that much and doing things myself. I get lonely sometimes but i would just brush it off and be happy about it. One bad day is not one bad year right? All i want to say that, i'm much happier these days and not to forget congratulations to my sister who got married last month. I mean i have a brother in law now? Wow it's been years since i imagine having my sister tying the knot. I'm glad she found her soulmate and living her new life in the States. Now i can go to the States often yayyy. And it's november btw, i had another birthday with my beloved friends here and also received a gift from them which technically i chose. I'm glad these people are around even i'm far far from home. They make me feel home even i'm 8000km away from my family.
I guess that's all for today. My best wishes
love,
Sharafina
